It's been a little while since I last posted so perhaps I should keep everyone updated. Nothing much has happened. LOL go figure right you start reading expecting some amazing news of why this person hasn't done a new blog in a few days and they got NOTHING!

Well tomorrow is a big day am nervous, excited and scared all at the same time....it's S's first day at Kindergarten arghhhhhhhhh

I have already packed her lunch and it's waiting for her in the fridge for tomorrow morning. I also have to remember to set my alarm as the last time I was up at 7am for a good reason I was getting paid for it and I had to get ready for work...and let's just say its been a while.

So I will get up at 7am have a shower then get the kids up and dressed, breakfast done and out the door to school we go. It's my little baby's first day and I just know I will blubber like a little baby.

She's my baby, ok well she's almost 4 and it's time to cut the umbilical cord I know and I still have little J in the house to keep me busy as he is a handful let me tell you lol. This is my little girl going off to school. I have always dreaded this day from the day I gave birth to her as I have pretty much always been home with her or she was at a friends house with her little boy while I was at work so I wasn't really worried, but now it's SCHOOL.

Well as you can see I have great anxiety over this matter as I am not sure how she is gonna react it could go either way. She will either not wanna leave and go inside with the other kids (which of course will make me cry as I will feel like I have to abandon her somewhere she don't wanna go), or the other option is she will forget I even exist and run off to be with the other kids and I will be left standing there with a dumb look on my face thinking "wow, no kiss bye no hug she's just gone". Either way I will cry hysterically lol.

Well that's all I have for now, oh ya hubby is scheduled to come home sometime between the 15th of March and the end of March. So I will have to also pack my digital camera to take pictures of my little girl at her first day at school. *CRIES*

Ok ok I am fine I swear, promise I will live and I will get sleep tonight no matter what (gives a look of bullshit), I won't sleep a wink I can tell you that much. LOL

Well leave me comments please I could use the support of other parents out there with their first day at school experiences. I am sure I will be back tomorrow night flogging bout her first day at school and what happened, besides the fact of me crying hysterically all the way home.