I wanted to write something about these two things I have posted above here but what more can I say other then...it is true.

Let me know your thoughts on these, would love to hear them.

Why is it that our little "angels" are not truly angels as they may appear? My daughter pictured above looks like the perfect little girl, innocent smile, bright blue eyes, yet she has a way to make me wanna tear our my hair.

I am not sure why she has this way perhaps it is simply because she knows how to push all my buttons (she is my daughter after all), or perhaps it is because I see myself in her and it reminds me that perhaps my parent's were right. LOL

Ok so I have this problem, well I have many problems lol but one problem at a time. So my daughter is now spitting....yes you heard me SPITTING!

She spits everywhere and I have to blame the movie Shrek it all started with the dragon breathing fire, she imitated that and next thing you knew spit came flying out of her mouth, "wow that's pretty neat let's see what happens if I continue to do this....wow more spit". The rest is history.

Now I have tried time-outs, I have tried to put her in her room, I have even given her a light swat on the mouth when she spits...NOTHING has worked.

So I try to deal with it as best as I can, without losing too much hair and ending up bald before my husband comes home from work.

Any advice is appreciated as I have noticed a bald spot on my head. LOL

Aight so today is much better I watched Shall We Dance? and I had a very good cry over it as I feel I needed.

So today I woke up took the kids for a walk as it was +2 out and sunny and warm it was wonderful by the time we left our two feet of snow was almost all melted away. So we went for a walk came home had lunch...then I did my workout it was great. I have been neglecting doing my workout for a couple of days now cause I was feeling like shit but I realize I was feeling this way cause I wasn't doing them, DUH@me.

I have lost 2inches already in two weeks (ok the first week I fell off the wagon a few times on my lifestyle change) but I have been eating right I mean 1200 Calories a day only and the right stuff not gorging food whenever I can lol.

I feel wonderful I wanna look hot for my husband and for me when he returns home so I have a couple more months, gotta step it up. I realize that without my Protein Shake and my workout I feel terrible all day, my body is so used to this now that I better keep it up.

Dieting is bad but you have to make a lifestyle change. I mean you gotta eat right all the time cause a quick fix diet only lasts so long and you are more likely to gain the weight back. Find a program that helps you and teaches you to eat right that's the key.

I plan on looking like that chick in the picture up there (laughs hysterically) someday but for now I wanna be healthy and fit is all. So wish me luck, and by the way the new lifestyle I am on I don't crave junk food and I started this during my "visitor" and usually I can't get enough chocolate and crap in my face cause I crave it.

This is how I feel today. Sad, lonely and missing the love of my life. He's so far away that he can't get a signal on his cell phone so he can only call when he goes into town a million miles away (ok small exaggeration) and that is only every few days.

So I await his phone call impatiently, waiting to speak to him, hear his voice telling me how much he misses me and loves me. *SIGH*

This is our first time apart since we met 3.5yrs ago and it's absolutely tearing a whole inside of me. I can't wait till he gets home again and then won't leave again for another year till next winter, thank God.

So until then I spend my time with my kids, eating healthier and working out and sitting on the pc killing time doing whatever it is I do on here (someday's I even wonder how I manage to kill so much time on here doing absolutely nothing).

I have been doing some reading which I haven't had much time when hubby is home, we are always either watching something or going places. So it's kinda nice to have so much time to spend doing things that so many of us women forget to do once we have a family, take care of ourselves.

Well if you have any encouraging words for me please feel free to comment as I need to be cheered up, feeling a little depressed today. Thank and love to all!