Here is the other two pictures that it wouldn't let me post previous. Enjoy Aunty Rina....we lovee youuuuuuuu!! Smooches

Here are some pictures of S playing with her new toy that she received yesterday from her Aunty Rina. This is the GoGo TV Game.

She absolutely loves it. Thank you Aunty Rina!

A new toy that even mommy can play with the kids that isnt horribly boring lol after 5min.

Another death around me....do I look like the Grimm Reaper? Just curious.

So a friends of my mom's who used to babysit me when I was little her husband died this morning of Cancer. His liver then his heart gave out. He was diagnosed with cancer only a few months ago. I didnt even know he had cancer.

I can't believe it, but you know what they say "everything comes in three's" let's hope this time it is wrong not sure if I could handle another death. I mean I wasnt that close to both these ppl but it still is a schocker to find out someone died that you knew.

My gf of 15yrs said the lady who died earlier that I posted about was the 8th person that had died that she knew from school. I was totally blown away by that as that was my first...well now I have my second.

It is hard for me to be upset over death. Especially if the person was ill as we all knew this person would die eventually. It is inevitable. I mean we are all gonna die it is how the person dies that shocks us the most I think.

If a person was ill with a disease that has no cure or the person is old I find it hard to be sad, it is something that you just have to accept cause 1. you can't change it, what is done is done 2. the person was old or sick and they are in a better place now or reincarnated depending on what you believe.

I tend not to cry a lot over things like known-death. I am not afraid of dying....I am afraid of how I will die and the family hurting afterwards. I think death itself is ok what hurts is all the ppl you will leave behind. Knowing the suffering they will go through and how much you yourself will miss them.

I am sure a lot of ppl might comment on this as it is a little off the wall thinking over death.

Did I mention I have no clue how or what to say when someone tells me someone close to them has died....I have no clue what to say as I have a hard time showing sympathy and empathy for someone that I hardly knew or well...even if I knew them.

The last time I cried over a death was my greatgrandmother she past away 1week before my 15th bday. I was close to this woman I lived in her house till the age of 6. So yes I was close to her and that is the last time I remember showing true emotion, except of course for my children.

I wanted to share with you all some kewl little avaters I got and stuff. If any of these belong to someone that you made please feel free to leave me a comment and I will give credit where it is deserved. I received these from emails and different places on yahoo groups etc.

I received in my inbox a very depressing email.

A young girl I went to school with that was criticized for her smarts and her good looks never really fit in to her class. Our group of friends took her under our wings as she had started the school year late. Her father was a doctor and her family was from Korea.

Two strikes against her besides the fact that she was very pretty and smart as a whip. She knew everything in Science and Biology. In fact I wouldn't' be surprised to find out that she was smarter then the teachers who were teaching those exact classes.

I found out today that this young girl who had her whole life ahead of her...and graduated two years before she was supposed to had passed away only a few days ago. I lost touch with her long ago when I was only 19. She went on to go to University and graduate in microbiology.

She was 25 and was living a full life with her partner Jason. She had her entire life ahead of her...it makes it hard to believe someone two years younger then me has passed away. I do not know how she passed away, if it was from some terrible accident. Am still trying to find that out.

It makes me really look at life and makes me wanna spend every moment living it to the fullest as you never know when it is going to end.

I want to send out a prayer to her family and those she has left behind, and I am sorry I had lost touch with her. We were never close but she was a friend and our valedictorian at our Graduation. She will be missed by many and those that didn't get a chance to know her, you missed a wonderful lady.

Here is my new template. Some of you might have already dropped by and noticed the new background but for the rest let me know what you think.

I didn't create this and the credits to who did is in my sidebar so go stop by and see what she's got. Otherwise I am working on learning how to code my own template but it's harder then you might think lol at first.

I am working on another blog currently to get it up and running thank's to LunaStone who provided me the template.

So let me know what you think and perhaps some suggestions on what I could do differently and hey if you have any links to tutorials etc on ways to help me create my own template and skin let me know.