Aight so today is much better I watched Shall We Dance? and I had a very good cry over it as I feel I needed.

So today I woke up took the kids for a walk as it was +2 out and sunny and warm it was wonderful by the time we left our two feet of snow was almost all melted away. So we went for a walk came home had lunch...then I did my workout it was great. I have been neglecting doing my workout for a couple of days now cause I was feeling like shit but I realize I was feeling this way cause I wasn't doing them, DUH@me.

I have lost 2inches already in two weeks (ok the first week I fell off the wagon a few times on my lifestyle change) but I have been eating right I mean 1200 Calories a day only and the right stuff not gorging food whenever I can lol.

I feel wonderful I wanna look hot for my husband and for me when he returns home so I have a couple more months, gotta step it up. I realize that without my Protein Shake and my workout I feel terrible all day, my body is so used to this now that I better keep it up.

Dieting is bad but you have to make a lifestyle change. I mean you gotta eat right all the time cause a quick fix diet only lasts so long and you are more likely to gain the weight back. Find a program that helps you and teaches you to eat right that's the key.

I plan on looking like that chick in the picture up there (laughs hysterically) someday but for now I wanna be healthy and fit is all. So wish me luck, and by the way the new lifestyle I am on I don't crave junk food and I started this during my "visitor" and usually I can't get enough chocolate and crap in my face cause I crave it.