This is how I feel today. Sad, lonely and missing the love of my life. He's so far away that he can't get a signal on his cell phone so he can only call when he goes into town a million miles away (ok small exaggeration) and that is only every few days.
So I await his phone call impatiently, waiting to speak to him, hear his voice telling me how much he misses me and loves me. *SIGH*
This is our first time apart since we met 3.5yrs ago and it's absolutely tearing a whole inside of me. I can't wait till he gets home again and then won't leave again for another year till next winter, thank God.
So until then I spend my time with my kids, eating healthier and working out and sitting on the pc killing time doing whatever it is I do on here (someday's I even wonder how I manage to kill so much time on here doing absolutely nothing).
I have been doing some reading which I haven't had much time when hubby is home, we are always either watching something or going places. So it's kinda nice to have so much time to spend doing things that so many of us women forget to do once we have a family, take care of ourselves.
Well if you have any encouraging words for me please feel free to comment as I need to be cheered up, feeling a little depressed today. Thank and love to all!
3 comments:
Kat, girl...you know I love you. You know Im always here for you. You guys have made it through so much more than this...this is only temporary. Youre a strong woman, and youre relationship is strong. You guys will get through this, and itll be over before you know it. He'll be back at home, leavin his dirty socks layin around, not putting his dirty dishes in the sink, and things will be normal again. *hugs* hang in there.
Babygirl , you know that he will be home before you know it , even though it feels like forever already...and once he is home he will do the wonderful and stupid things he did before (like the batch of cookies that ended up being 400 that he made you cook cuz he "accidently" messed the recipe up) and you will be ready to strangle him again...until then , get as much quiality out of every call , even though they are far apart, and remember he is going to be home soon and will hold you in his arms again , and then drive you insane like he used to ....love you babygirl , and you can abuse jack anytime you want to fill that emptiness james has left behind...lol
*crying* ok so I am sitting here crying over all the wonderful things you both have said and thank you I know I can always count on you guys. Just never let me forget how important you guys are to my life as I need you both so much. Thank you and love you :x
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